Dienstag, 31. Januar 2012

the road to success is LOOOOONNNGGGGGG



lots of people search for success and search for the easy way to get there, while the reality over and over shows us that the road to success is long and not easy to pass, BUT

at the end of this long and hard road there is success waiting for us...

it will be hard to get there, we will be hit numerous times, we will fail over and over again, we will DOUBT ourselves and our powers all the time. 

So we need to decide if we want to search for success before we take the road, because if we dont want to take the hits, the pain, the hard time, then we should not start and stay in our comfortzone.

Start and go on strong or stay and rest....

There is no MID-WAY....the MID-WAY is PAIN...

and another thing to understand:

there is an easy way out of that road backwards, but there is no easy way out forwards.....

what that means is: its always easy to give up while at the road to success and get back to our comfort zone, but there is no easy way forward to success, you have to take every single hit and all the pain that life has ready for you.

gl on your decision....and choose wisely or you will not only hurt yourself but also people around you if you dont stand behind your decision....

Is that all you ve got????????

Today I played some 45 men sngs on pokerstars and the same shit happened, that is happening the last 5 days... I am loosing overpair to underpair over and over and over again....

After loosing 40 buyins again in stupid 3,50 and 7$ 45 men i stopped playing and decided to review my handhistories to search for mistakes i am making....

then i took holdem manager and looked at my AA-TT and AK hands that went to showdown...and guess what.. I lost 78% with aces that went to showdown for 5 full days.. I lost 59% of KK that went to showdown
QQ-TT i didnt play much since i saw lots of 4 way allins before me.. in 15$ 180 man sngs....what a joke!!!!!


now, normally lots of people are like: fuck this, its so rigged and blablabla....

But the one thing came to my mind was:


I fucking played AWESOME....For me to loose it takes Pokerstars to let me fuckin loose every single coinflip....it takes people to shove 30 bigblinds in a blindbattle with 44 and hit quads against my aces for me to loose money.....


THATS what it takes to make me a loosing player????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Then lets fucking GO ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Montag, 30. Januar 2012

FUCKIN unbelieveable

yeah i admit now. i am on the sickest tilt ever..what the fuck is goin on here?



this is the 6th finaltable today that this happens...are u kiddn me?

I just checked my HEM and I ve lost AA and KK 11/14 times near the money or in the money.. and 2 of the times i won, was because i raised and everybody folded..........

WTF...great times... took me 4 days to tilt me like that....but yes pokerstars u finally got me tilting...600 games and numerous suckouts and no deep finish ever and here i am.....


Tomorrow is a new day....



Samstag, 14. Januar 2012

January 180 man grind....god mode ON

Ok so far, my 180 man grinds have been really successfull...really happy about my results....and also big congrats to tiwiha, who is really doin a really good job, and is getting better every time we speak and now has a silver star on sharkscope for 2-5$ 45 men sngs....

so here are my results so far in sngs, I didnt play a single MTT as i want to focuss on SNGS for at least the first half of 2012...


whyme270483756$5  $9  56%$3,961  -N/APokerStars1/1/2012 1/14/2012 E180-180 SNG Only



whyme270483         110$2  $4  56%$218  -N/APokerStars1/1/2012 1/14/2012 E45-45 SNG Only



whyme270483         396-$1  $14  -12%-$594  TiltN/APokerStars1/1/2012 1/14/2012 E18-18 SNG Only



Seems like alot of people are trying to adjust to my strategies, but dont adjust to my adjustments to them, thats sooo funny...everytime i get rejamt by KT and snap call them with a2, KJ or whatever, and then they berate me in chat for being an idiot for calling them with KJ for 14bbs near a finaltable...just because they just realized that I totally owned them hahaha..I love poker....

Besides that there is not much new that happened in my life...

I am really happy about my new girl and my relationship to her is awesome ( i dont know a better word lol ;)

She actually encouraged me to get a nice house in Portugal for a while and we spoke about ways to see eachother while I am away from Germany, and we figured that the best way would be for me to visit her every two weeks for 2-3 days and/or her visiting me...whatever works best and whatever is cheapest...

So yeah, pretty much everyhing is going great and I try hard to get it going that way for a long time...winning 3k in 5 days definitely helps ;) hehe

yo guys good luck to all of ya

Mittwoch, 11. Januar 2012

finally some rungood

Ok well, took me 8 days to get into the black and another 2 days to get to 1$/game in winnings...
damn what a stressfull time lol
not serious ofc.....

as i ve read in a post from quadchrasz the 18s are really sick to play, extremely reg infested and hard between 15$-30$....
I ve lost most of my money there, thos i don`t think i played bad by any means..but just too many regs,...almost every second bubble was against 4 other regs....edges are kinda small there as you can imagine.


whyme270483         396-$1  $14  -12%-$594  TiltN/APokerStars1/1/2012 1/11/2012 E18-20


so i decided to get back to 180s and 45 men after that....finaltabeling all the time but not running too well....you wont believe it when you see my results but maaaannnnnnn, i couldn`t finish 1st at all.....


whyme270483         573$3  $9  42%$1,947  Super TiltN/APokerStars1/1/2012 1/11/2012 E180-180



well lets hope my results keep being good for the rest of january, not much more you can do, than playing as good as you can and focuss on winning, not on the money you have lost....

On the other hand it seems like i will be going to Canada in March now, to visit Bubbleoutcas, who is an amazing player, and as far as I´ve experienced a super nice person. can´t wait to get there....

Canada I am on my way ;)

Yesterday my dad send me a pic of my son when he sits infront of the computer and maaaaaannnn he looks like his dad hahahahahaha, way too funny.... I ll add one pic of me next time



the right one..hahahahahahahahaha... I love you
Oh and you might think he just saw something impressive in the Computer, but NO, he looks like that all the time HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Donnerstag, 5. Januar 2012

Run bad in 2012

Wow, i really don't know what the hell is going on in 2012....
I ve started the year refreshed and ready to takeoff..i played around 900 games so far, only 14 tabeling, so I´ve put in alot of hours so far...BUT Pokerstars decided to fuckin kill my bankroll and cut it into half....
I ve just finished reviewing some of my handhistories of the day, and I am pretty sure I´ve played absolutely awesome... But again I don´t seem to hold with KK at all....
And I ve had AA only twice in lategame out of 160 sngs today !!!!!! and I´ve lost both..one against a7 where he rivered a straight and the other where he flopped a straight with 53....

These are the times where you need to review your gamews, stay calm and go on....There is nothing I can do against variance , and also to be honest I don´t want it to be any different, I want these swings to happen, so that the upswings can be huge also...
it really sux to loose 50% of your bankroll in 5 days, meaning 1300$ avg buyin 13$..but well, there is nothing you can do besides continue strong and give your best...
there are things in life that u just need to outlast. and this time is my time to outlast this shit....its not even the worst downswing I´ve had in 18 man sngs...I´ve once lost 140 buyins, and right now I am at roughly 70 buyins downswing....
Well for now I´ll go to bed, rest a bit and start again tomorrow at my grindstation..and hopefully Pokerstars turns the doomswitch off and I can start to make some money again....
Don´t ever give up guys...just keep going and play awesome...


Here is a hand I played today...this is the exact bubble and I had to fold Jacks as the button decided to call the shove, so I was pretty sure that I have to fold my Jacks...
and it turns out that both guys had AT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf.... how can u call on the bubble with AT there
The best part of it is that both hit an ace and I would´ve lost anyway...the next SB I jammed AT into the bb and he snap called AK..gg me..another bubble for me....
Man worse days to come in my life I guess
have fun in 2012, lets hope the best... cya